Every week I have been posting up a new video under the NWO Movies Page at the top of this website. Last night I watched the movie 1984. It was the black and white version from 1956. I wanted to see it because I never got through the book. The book depressed me and I didn’t like that there was sex in it. I couldn’t get through the book without feeling such heavy depression. It bothered me. It’s a popular book and I read a little more than half of it. The movie being from 1956 might be less sexual so I decided to watch it hoping for less of a depressing feeling.
I had some horrible thoughts this morning waking up and thinking about it. Because the main character ,Winston, was tortured after being found out of his independence in thinking and wanting to be part of the resistance of a totalitarian government. They tortured him with electricity. They wanted him to believe the 4 fingers they put up were 5 but not just say it but believe it. They wanted to break him and make him repent of his wrong doing. It made me think of the people who have gone through mind control by the government. Through the trauma, they are able to make them do what they want and to manipulate them and use them. The whole movie in black and white gives it an eerie feeling with everything being minimal. They had run out of goods and inflation was on the rise. People lived without comforts. Even the children were raised in Big Brother government schools telling on their parents and reporting suspicious behaviour. In that way it reminded me of the Nazi youth and it reminded me of Venezuelan Socialism. The kind where they had little and depended on the government for everything and sometimes they ran out and wouldn’t be paid for months. But they went on praising President Hugo Chavez. The way they praised the board with the Big Brother Poster who watches them reminded me of the NSA and the billboards in North Korea and in Iraq. I dont want to see posters of our president. He sickens me. I dont want to praise the president and be controlled by the government and having our kids be controlled by the government being brainwashed by lies all day. The weird thing is that we have become like that and the hole of despair is getting deeper and deeper.
The most disturbing part is when I thought…..God sees all. God even knows my thoughts and I cant have a secret thought even if it is a good one about happy things like a meadow of flowers. God knows all I do and sees me and inspects me, I cant go anywhere without Him knowing. What makes God different than Big Brother?
Psalms 139:2 Thou knowest my downsitting and mine uprising, thou understandest my thought afar off.
Psalms 139:3 Thou compassest my path and my lying down, and art acquainted with all my ways.
Psalms 139:4 For there is not a word in my tongue, but, lo, O LORD, thou knowest it altogether.
Psalms 139:5 Thou hast beset me behind and before, and laid thine hand upon me.
Psalms 139:6 Such knowledge is too wonderful for me; it is high, I cannot attain unto it.
Psalms 139:7 Whither shall I go from thy spirit? or whither shall I flee from thy presence?
Psalms 139:8 If I ascend up into heaven, thou art there: if I make my bed in hell, behold, thou art there.
I thought of the torture that Winston went through and how at the end he cried and hugged his oppressor in humility and loved Big Brother in sincerity. Big Brother broke Winston and he was able to become an upstanding citizen of Oceania. And here I am in a big trial in my life one of many and I see everyone around me prospering and doing well and never having the problems I do. Married couples with homes and cars and all sorts of things I will never have. I know at the end of this trial I will praise God even if it doesn’t go well. I am like a broken Winston and like the poor hopeless people of Socialist Venezuela. God breaks us too, He humbles us and we cry at night wanting to see a crack of sunlight in our trials. What makes God different than Big Brother in allowing His children to be a shame in life and to be punished so harshly when we sin and we sheep praise Him through it. And when it is over we are in joy with the smallest relief. What makes Big Brother any different than God and how dare I question the Lord?
Psalms 118:18 The LORD hath chastened me sore: but he hath not given me over unto death.
Hebrews 12:5 And ye have forgotten the exhortation which speaketh unto you as unto children, My son, despise not thou the chastening of the Lord, nor faint when thou art rebuked of him:
Hebrews 12:6 For whom the Lord loveth he chasteneth, and scourgeth every son whom he receiveth.
Hebrews 12:7 If ye endure chastening, God dealeth with you as with sons; for what son is he whom the father chasteneth not?
I thought about it for a while and I remembered the window where Julia and Winston looked out to watch a woman bathe her baby and the woman would sing. That small thing was a beautiful change from their mundane lives. I remembered that it was the government trying to be God. It was a counterfeit God. God is the Almighty and has good plans and the totalitarian government is desiring to be God and has evil plans. That is the difference.
Habakkuk 3:17 Although the fig tree shall not blossom, neither shall fruit be in the vines; the labour of the olive shall fail, and the fields shall yield no meat; the flock shall be cut off from the fold, and there shall be no herd in the stalls:
Habakkuk 3:18 Yet I will rejoice in the LORD, I will joy in the God of my salvation.
Habakkuk 3:19 The LORD God is my strength, and he will make my feet like hinds’ feet, and he will make me to walk upon mine high places.